I'm not lost, just less found

Pregnant.
That's all I could hear.
I guess I should be happy.
But I'd rather you see the confusion on my face.

Am I lost?

This was not part of my plan.
It feels like it was yesterday.
When we were still naive and innocent.
I guess I have to accept that it'll never be just you and I.

Do you remember when you said "you'll be the only one"?
Do you remember when you said "i met the one"?

Now should be the best time of our lives.
Appart.
I guess I should be happy for the three of you.

But I hate you instead.
I hate that you don't hate me.
For leaving you.

Please, don't forgive me.
Please, don't forget me.
Let me hold you back.

Coz if I can't be the one who broke your heart,
I can't be anyone else.
Pretending to know how to be here.

I'm not lost
Just less found.